Day 78

My finger is bleeding and I didn't eat very well this evening.  I almost got into a car accident this morning.  I'm really surprised I didn't get smashed between the other two cars.  I hung out with a friend tonight after depression class and that's always fun but the lead up isn't always great.  I'm generally wishing that I had not made any plans.  I know I need to be around people sometimes but the pull to "isolate" and just be alone is soooo strong.  It's a bit maddening trying to decide what is right and wrong for me.  It's also bizarre because I need to accept that what was right for me a year ago or even a month ago might not be right for me now.  I hate change.  This is still all so confusing.  So rack this up to an off gym day mini disaster.  Moving on...maybe.