I've been in a major funk since September 2010. The funk has ebbed and flowed. Things seem better and then they're bad again. I'm getting better at admitting when things are bad. When will things be consistently good?

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Day 73

I woke up at about 4:50am and decided to go row at 24.  This is my last rowing day of the week.  I went 8000m again and it took 39:36 so a little faster than yesterday.

I think today was pretty stressful at school.  There were 4 types of problems to show the geometry kids how to do in 45 minutes.  Ugh.  Too much information for some of their brains.  I did front squats at the gym this afternoon and that went well.  Then I went to Downtown Disney to kill some time until I met a friend to hang out.  Well that's when things started to get bad.  I decided to get a Jamba Juice and that ended up ok because it didn't spin out of control but for about 10 minutes it really felt like it could.  I end up in situations and I'm asking myself, What are you doing?  It's not good.  So that's when I feel like I want to eat myself out of the bad situation.  But that never works.  It's a terrible plan.  So I need to practice not getting into "bad" situations.  It's sooo difficult.

I slept through the night last night.  Yay.  I know it's too early for me to sleep but if I stay up I'm still going to want to eat for some reason.  Crazy.

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