I've been in a major funk since September 2010. The funk has ebbed and flowed. Things seem better and then they're bad again. I'm getting better at admitting when things are bad. When will things be consistently good?

Friday, March 2, 2012

Day 47

Rowed for 20 minutes.  Got 4572m.  Last time I rowed 4640m.  I did stop twice to fix the food straps.  Ehh.  I only got 4 hours of sleep so that may have been part of it.

Ed only showed up a few times today.  I think about food all the time, like when and what am I eating next, but Ed's not always present then.  But tonight at the Anaheim Arena while my parents were both out doing something and I was saving seats, Ed told me to gobble down all the food I had with me to eat later on that evening.  We had been to Panda Express.  I was not hungry.  So I told Ed no.

I currently have no plan on what I'm eating tomorrow and that is not a good thing for me right now in my life so I need to figure that out soon.  I know I'm trying to get my tire fixed, going to the gym, and meeting my parents for a basketball game.  Food will have to fit in there somewhere so that I don't get too hungry and want to overeat later.

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