I ate badly and I rowed well (8000m in 36:16). I almost went nuts at school and AZ lost. That pretty much sums up the day. I'm actually thinking of going to bed now because I need this day to be over.
I'm getting back on the "I deserve to be healthy" train tomorrow. I can't do this another day. It sucks. A year ago I would have gone out and purchased cupcakes or cheesecake or whatever crap food I could get my hands on. Right now the thought of that makes me even more sick to my stomach than I already am. Life isn't as bad as I'm perceiving it to be. How stupid...and I know I'm not supposed to call myself stupid...whatever.
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