I've been in a major funk since September 2010. The funk has ebbed and flowed. Things seem better and then they're bad again. I'm getting better at admitting when things are bad. When will things be consistently good?
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Days 229 and 230
Well Thursday I ate a ton of ice cream. My brother's birthday was yesterday. I sent him a text and I called him. I told him I was sad that I couldn't celebrate with him. He said it was ok, obviously, and that he was having a good day. Yesterday was a good eating day. No out of control eating for the first time all week. At 8:50pm I was coming home from the football game, I left at the start of the third quarter, and I was thinking about getting mint oreo ice cream. I sent Ryan a text. He asked if I had planned on eating the ice cream. I said no and that I hadn't actually bought it yet. So he asks if I really want to dive into eating oblivion. I said it had sounded like a really good idea 20 minutes earlier but no, I'll just go home. So crisis diverted. I'm headed out to hike. Hopefully it's not too hot.
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