Day 225

Well I fell off the deep end eating-wise this afternoon.  My brain gets in the way.  I start to feel like I didn't "do" enough over the weekend and I get stressed.  I'm stressed because I don't know the kids' names yet at school.  But I know that is crazy because it's only been 3 days.  And yet I feel like I should know them.  It's completely nuts.  So I went to Starbucks twice and I ate a lot of gluten free cookies, thinking the gluten free part would make it better somehow.  Yeah, not so much.  So I obviously still haven't figured out a way to adequately deal with stress.  This is good to know.  Well, I deal with it by eating it away and that does not work.  So I do have a method, it's just not working like I want it to.  The idea of talking to someone when I feel nuts like this is still not appealing.  It all boils down to wanting to appear like I have things under control and not needing any help which is obviously not true.  Ahhh...