I finally cried

I wanted to cry all week and I finally did tonight.  There was a pretty cross at church today.  We played bells so that was fun as well.

Skype!

It is amazing.  I had the chance to skype tonight with Ben, Darell, her parents and her mom's parents.  There were also 2 cats and a dog.  It was a lot of fun.  I had dump cake for dinner.  That was not a lot of fun.  I promised I would try harder this week.  I realized yesterday or maybe is was this morning, my goodness this was a long day, that I don't mind being alone but I hate feeling alone.  Ugh to the huge difference.

Decent Day

I made it through the week.  I didn't completely lose it.  These are good things.  Another nice item that happened was that I was finally able to put together a heavy clean and jerk.  I did one rep at 120lbs.  I want to get to 135 someday.  SO tired.  I'm going to sleep NOW.  Yay.

One more Day

Aladdin was good tonight.  The choir always does an awesome job.  This has been one of the longest weeks ever.  I am SO ready for it to be over.

Tired

I am so tired again.  I slept in a little bit.  I tried to have a good day at school and was fairly successful.  I hung out with my friend and her 19 month old.  That was fun.  Finally I went to the gym and moved 5000 pounds as fast as possible so that means I did 77 power clean and jerks at 65 pounds.  I've done that before at 95 pounds and it took 9:45.  This time it took 8:14.  I think that may be why I am tired.  Sleep!

3 hour nap

Sometimes I just want to quit, in general.  Today was one of those days.  A tenth grade boy was seriously asking how to find the area of a triangle.  What???  Where have you been since the 4th grade?  Ahhh... So I got home without going to the gym and took a 3 hour nap.  I've been up for about 45 minutes and I think I am going back to bed.  I need to break the caffeine habit.  I was so dizzy yesterday by about 7pm that I had to go out and get some coffee.  Today I was on edge in the afternoon and I completely lost it for about 30 seconds in 4th period.  At the end of the class I told them I was sorry I had been bitchy and they laughed and clapped.  They were shocked I had used that word.

Really?

It's already Monday?  I am supposed to be rowing at the gym.  I am tired.  I want to crawl back into bed.  I'll row later tonight.  Sadies was fun.  I made cotton candy for 3 hours.  What interesting machines.  Yesterday I joined the Brea United Methodist Church and we played bells in the service.  It was a good day.