I've been in a major funk since September 2010. The funk has ebbed and flowed. Things seem better and then they're bad again. I'm getting better at admitting when things are bad. When will things be consistently good?

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Women in Sports

Today was a long and busy day but a good day too.  I got to chaperone 15 of our female athletes.  We went to the 13th annual women in sports conference put on by the orange county athletic directors association.  We heard 5 women speak, 3 of which were olympians.  Sue Enquist was the final speaker and she was just great.  Then I went to watch a friend's daughter for awhile.  I helped a former student with some math studying.  I went to the school play called "Fools".  So that was a lot packed into one day.  But it was meaningful and I enjoyed it.

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Jack

Yesterday with about 7 minutes to go in 4th period I turned around and saw Jack.  Wait, no, Jack is physically gone.  I really saw Alex, Jack's twin brother.  He had come by to say hi.  I never had Alex as a student but I did have Jack twice and their older brother Nick once.  I love my students.  I love kids at the school that were never my students but I see them around.  Kids make me smile.  I want good things for them.  Anyways, it was nice to Alex of course but it was unexpected so as soon as he left I was blinking back the tears.  Later that afternoon I went to see Jack's grave for the third time.  This time his headstone was there.  It's a very nice one.  I cried there and then went to help a former student with his college algebra homework.  It was an alright day, just kind of long.

Monday, February 25, 2013

Is it really Monday?

I got to play bells yesterday and I saw friends so that was a ton of fun.  I also have tv again for the first time in months and that was a nice distraction.  I decided to do my online traffic school instead of my taxes.  I looked at yelp and found an easy to use and cheap site.  I was done in about 75 minutes so that was a bonus.  I am ready for today, kinda.  I figure it's gonna happen one way or another so I might as well think that I'm good to go.

Saturday, February 23, 2013

Cheat Day

Umm, yeah.  That's all there really is to say.  I'm ready to play bells again.  It's happening tomorrow.

Am I really ready?

Uhh, so I ate a lot of food after exiting therapy.  Ahh...  And I kind of want to eat a lot now.  I dunno.  What I do know is our boys basketball team's season is done.  They played hard last night and they didn't give up but they didn't make enough shots to win.  I'm glad I went to the game.

Thursday, February 21, 2013

Bye to therapy for now

It was a minimum day at school and I actually tried to review in geometry and learn new stuff in stats.  Oh my, not a good plan.  The kids just wanted to sit and chill.  Then I went to see a friend and her 18 month old and that was fun.  I went to Kaiser where Rosa pretty much said at one point when I didn't have a whole lot to say, "So we're done?"  It took me a second to realize what she was saying.  Then I went home briefly to wash my hair and change for Open House.  I got to talk with all kinds of interesting parents for 2 hours.  One man even brought his dog.  That should pretty much sum up the evening.  I now have a headache.  Tomorrow should be exciting.  It's a huge day for our boys basketball team.  I'm going to go watch them in a CIF semi-final match against Royal in Simi Valley.

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

So Tired

And tomorrow is Open House which means it is going to be a REALLY long day tomorrow.  Granted it's a half day but that just means there is 6 hours to spend before going back to school from 6:30-8:30.  I'm going to visit a friend and her daughter and I'm going to go t Kaiser.  Fun times all around...well, maybe not the Kaiser part but whatever.   I'm super excited that my brother and sister-in-law are coming out soon for their honeymoon!  I need sleep now.