Day 5

I took an hour nap and I am still SO tired.  I ate fine again today.  I am out of my moroccan chicken.  Not sure what that will mean for tomorrow.  We'll see.

Day 4

I am so tired.  The allergies are not letting up.  I ate according to my list today except I added in an apple towards the end of the day.  I'm at 2205 for the day.  I told Ryan I thought his scale is messed up because it said in about 4 days, I had lost 10 pounds.  No way.  I need sleep now.

Day 3

Today I had 2240 calories.  I made out a list last night of everything I was going to eat during the day.  I stuck to my list.  It was a bit "boring" but that worked today.  I need that list right now when there is so much going on.  I am tired once again.  Sleep!

Day 2

I made it another day.  I finished at 2295 calories.  I measured out the coconut milk even so I would ensure I wouldn't be over.  It's worth being neurotic to feel in control sometimes.  This is going to be a busy whirlwind of a week.  So tired but I need to do a bit of work for school.

Day 1

I had a massive headache all day yesterday.  I had slept in.  I went to the gym.  I spent most of the day online doing random stuff.  I took a nap.  I only ate 1890 calories.  By 10pm I had a migraine.  Not the best day but I do feel a little better now.  I have a ton to do today.

Day 272

Tomorrow begins the "dress diet".  The bridesmaid dress that fit in the summer no longer fits.  It does not zip all the way up...at all.  I have about 50 days to get this together.  I know that is enough time if I try.  I had 3 kids try to cheat and/or lie to me today.  All boys.  The 2nd kid and I had a good conversation.  I was very honest about feeling bad asking him to try on a test when I wasn't trying to quit eating chocolate when I'm stressed.  He got where I was heading pretty quick.  He said he'd really try when Monday rolls around and I said I would really try to not eat chocolate and in my mind I said starting tomorrow because I did not eat well this afternoon at all.  It's ok.  Tomorrow is "day 1"...again.

Day 271

I spent about $500 on my car this afternoon.  That was unexpected.  I need to not be sick.  I need a long weekend.  I wrote more "unsent letters" this evening.  5 of them.  I don't feel a whole lot better.  I made bad food decisions again.  The good part is that I did not go back out after getting home.  In the past that probably would have happened.  It's good that it didn't because at that point I'd be getting sick to my stomach.  I need to drink more water.  I need sleep.  Another silver lining is no Starubucks for 5 days and counting.