I've been in a major funk since September 2010. The funk has ebbed and flowed. Things seem better and then they're bad again. I'm getting better at admitting when things are bad. When will things be consistently good?

Saturday, January 12, 2013

Kids!

Today I will be having lunch with 4 former kids from Brea.  They graduated in 2011.  I had one of them in class as a freshman, 2 as sophomores, and they all were "lunch kids" for 3 years.  I love them.  They make me laugh.  The freshman also took AP Stats his senior year.  Good times.  I think the swimming in the morning will start tomorrow...maybe.

Friday, January 11, 2013

TGIF

Yay,  I have made it to Friday.  I just ate my canadian bacon, broccoli and 2 eggs.  I don't know if today will be the start of good eating or not.  We'll see.  That's kind of dumb though because I know it's my choice and no one else's.  To the shower!

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

204.5

That's how much the Kaiser scale said I weighed today.  Oh my.  I need to get a plan going or something.  I dunno.  I do know that I had a massive headache all day today.  I actually fell asleep briefly at lunch I was so tired.  It was a borderline migraine.  I feel so much better now that it's amazing.  I went to "open gym" and convinced another dude to do the workout we missed yesterday.  It sucked.  6 rounds of a 250m run and 20 burpees.  That's a lot of burpees and I didn't even do the pushup part.  Yup, not good.

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Pastries

I ate a lot of bakery type foods today.  I spent a lot of money on these foods.  I need to save my money. I need to save my waistline.  I need to make some changes.  I hate change!

5 cups of coffee

Yesterday I went to Panera after school.  I was there 4.5 hours.  I had a bagel, a cookie, and a bear claw.  I drank a lot of coffee.  I corrected geometry quizzes and statistics tests.  I didn't even get a chance to look at the homework.  Welcome back to school.  I feel like I never left.

Sunday, January 6, 2013

Movies

I finally went to see a movie.  I really like the music to Les Miserables so it was fun to see it in the theater.  I cried...multiple times.  I was ok with that.  At the end there is a line that says, "To love another person is to see the face of God."  I love that line.

Then I went to the 24 hour Walmart.  There are some interesting looking people at Walmart at 1am.  I found good stuff.  I am not ready to go back to school but I am at the same time.  It's like I have been living in an alternate universe for the past 20 days.

I'm about to wake up.

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Thank Goodness...

For fun!  Yesterday on facebook I saw that 3 former students lost their dad on December 23rd.  I was shocked.  People are not supposed to die so young.  It threw me into a brief funk.  I bought the mom a card and need to send it today.  But for 2 days, I am going to have fun.  And then I'll see what happens this weekend...I have work to do for school.