I've been in a major funk since September 2010. The funk has ebbed and flowed. Things seem better and then they're bad again. I'm getting better at admitting when things are bad. When will things be consistently good?

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Day 12

I haven't been to starbucks in quite awhile!  I am happy about that.  I am SO tired once again.  This time change is kickin my butt.  I went to the gym this afternoon and worked out for 20 minutes.  Then I helped Esmi with her college algebra homework.  I think I can go to sleep now but it is "early".  Oh well.

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Day 11

I finally looked at all of my papers.  I went to corner bakery and tried using that place instead of starbucks.  It was a nice change.  I was there 3 hours and 15 minutes.  Oh my.  The free ice tea refills are keeping me up but since I got such messed up sleep last night I may be able to go to bed.  Here's hoping.  Eating ok again today but I didn't go to the gym.  I need days off every once in awhile.

Monday, November 5, 2012

Day 10

Today was a typical Monday at school.  Kids are usually coming off the "high" of the weekend so Monday's are a bit nuts.  They usually settle way down on Tuesday.  It must have been observation day because both the principal and one of the assistant principals came into my room for about 5 minutes each.  Grades are due tomorrow and I have procrastinated and then procrastinated some more.  Not good.  I'd normally start eating now but I just need to go to sleep even though I took a 2 hour nap this afternoon.  I also promised Ryan that I wouldn't eat anymore tonight as I was leaving the gym.  Sleep!

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Day 9

Today was a good day but now I am tired.  I did laundry, dishes and cooked some food this afternoon.  I am ready for sleep.  Tomorrow I have to look at a lot of papers for school.  Grades are due on Tuesday at 8am.  I know I went over on calories today but I am hoping it's only by about 400.  I did not nosedive completely although around 4pm I was thinking about it seriously.  I'm glad I took a step back and looked logically at the situation.  Thank goodness.

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Day 8

I ate out twice with the parents and it was fine.  We had a lot of fun at the Breeder's Cup.  Dad won the last race so that was fun.  It was also really exciting so good times all around.  I am now super tired.  Yay for an extra hour of sleep.

Friday, November 2, 2012

Day 7

I could have fallen off the deep end but I didn't so that was good.  Now I am really tired.  I need sleep.  Last night 4 hours was not enough.  I'm giving my left knee some rest today.  No gym for me.  Maybe tomorrow.

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Day 6

I didn't eat the "best" foods today but I stayed under 2300 so I'm happy about that.  I helped a former student in brea with math.  We met at Corner Bakery and she mentioned via text that she wanted to buy me dinner.  Well at that point I only had 265 calories left and you can't really get anything there for that amount so I told her I had had a large lunch, which was true, and that maybe she could get me tea instead.  She agreed and the day did not turn bad eating-wise.  Tomorrow I'm having dinner at Disneyland so I need to plan accordingly.  Oh, and all that tea has made me pretty much awake at 11pm.  Probably not the best of plans, but whatever.