I've been in a major funk since September 2010. The funk has ebbed and flowed. Things seem better and then they're bad again. I'm getting better at admitting when things are bad. When will things be consistently good?
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Day 144
I made it to Friday. Thank goodness. I rowed 5k today. I drank a lot of coffee. Ben flies in tomorrow.
Day 143
Coffee three times, one time decaf. I ate at 5:15am, 10am, and then not again until 8pm. Probably not the best of plans. But I didn't really overeat so that was a plus. I rowed 6000m. Closer everyday.
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Day 142
I only went to Starbucks once today! I'm too tired to go back out and get anything. I woke up at 3:55am so I could take a friend to the airport. I think that has caught up to me. :) I rowed another 5k today, but pretty slow, 24:05.6. Ehh, at least the meters are getting rowed. I'll worry about fast later.
Monday, June 4, 2012
Day 141
I made it through Monday. I had a lot of coffee. I went to depression class. I ate out. I am spending too much money. I just need to get through next Thursday. Graduation. If I can make it to next Friday without completely flipping out, it's gonna be a "victory".
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Day 140
I'm not really ready for this week, but whatever. Ha. I ate alright today. Back to going to Starbucks a bunch. Ugh. I need to stop giving them my money. On a good note, I've decided that I want to get to the million meters rowed by the end of summer, August 30th. So I made up a plan this morning. I needed to row 31 5K's, 17 10K's, and 2 half marathons. After church I went to the 24 hour by the 91 and changed. When I got to their rowers, one was out of batteries and the other was missing a foot strap. I was annoyed, but not annoyed enough to quit, so I went to the 24 hour by the buena park mall. They have newer rowers and a nicer building overall. I should just plan on going there in the afternoons or to the one in Santa Fe Springs in the mornings. Yay for having a "new" goal. Rowing fast will have to wait.
Saturday, June 2, 2012
Day 139
After a slow and steady decline all week to the full on nose dive into oblivion yesterday, today was good. Only one latte! Amazing. So tired, going to sleep now, which is good because otherwise I'd go out and get cake.
Friday, June 1, 2012
Day 138
Yeah, I had a donut and coffee 4 times, and sweet potato fries and a chocolate peanut butter shake. I spend too much money on food. This is madness.
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